This post? I don't really know. How do I feel? Hmm... not really sure. What am I thinking? Trust me, I wish I knew.
If before I felt my life was moving too fast, now it feels as though my life isn't moving along at all. I feel like I'm trapped in some black hole, blindly wandering around trying to find my way into the light again. I feel like I'm seeing things out of a clouded glass dome. Nothing is clear, everything is foggy, confusing, and unfocused, and I can't seem to rap my mind around the realities of anything I'm experiencing. It's like there is some wall I've recently built up in my mind, preventing me from understanding and seeing things as I should be. If I'd gotten past this wall before, I've somehow fallen behind it again.
Patti Smith and Robert Mapplethorpe
My So-Called Life