i don't really know.

This post? I don't really know. How do I feel? Hmm... not really sure. What am I thinking? Trust me, I wish I knew. 

If before I felt my life was moving too fast, now it feels as though my life isn't moving along at all. I feel like I'm trapped in some black hole, blindly wandering around trying to find my way into the light again. I feel like I'm seeing things out of a clouded glass dome. Nothing is clear, everything is foggy, confusing, and unfocused, and I can't seem to rap my mind around the realities of anything I'm experiencing. It's like there is some wall I've recently built up in my mind, preventing me from understanding and seeing things as I should be. If I'd gotten past this wall before, I've somehow fallen behind it again. 

alexandra levasseur

Patti Smith and Robert Mapplethorpe

My So-Called Life


  1. i completely understand you.

  2. I don't know if I've ever read anything more accurate to how I feel a lot. I relate 10000%.

  3. You are very inspiring x


  4. Give it time. Everything will work itself out in the end


  5. I love your writing. and I hope you will be okay soon. I really do. <33

  6. I know how you feel! <3



thanks for commenting! ☀