alien creature

I have been drawing a hawk in art class lately. It's coming along really nicely. I can't draw things I don't enjoy drawing, which is why my art homework's are so terrible, but I really enjoy drawing the hawk. It's in graphite pencil and is totally stylized but still really good. I'm really proud of it. I'll post a picture tomorrow. 

I'm getting really bored with my hair. I think I'm going to buy some dark brown hair dye as well as some blonde and red and just dump it in my hair and see what happens. I have a lot of split ends but I don't really mind them. I like dry hair, I think it's prettier than really silk smooth hair, because then it's wavy and course and textured and interesting.

judging you pensively

no words. no words.

um... okay... like, what the heck.

did anybody just see me talking to you? i hope not.

trying to smile. but what you said really wasn't funny.

oh, you beauteous being. johnny my man.

mad world.

make love not war.

“All girls continue to be taught when they are young, if not by their parents then by the culture around them, that they must earn the right to be loved — that “femaleness” is not good enough. This is a female’s first lesson in the school of patriarchal thinking and values. She must earn love. She is not entitled. She must be good enough to be loved. And good is always defined by someone else, someone on the outside.”

—	Bell Hooks

Bitchfaces.

You think you're cool? Think again.

Stop. Stop talking. I'm about to slap you.

Do you see these glasses on my face? THEY'RE the reason I'm smarter than you.

I CAN'T SEE.

I JUST SAW FUCKING JUSTIN BIEBER. I'm gonna poo.

I got new glasses! I have horrible vision, 20/300 or something. I'm nearsighted.

sassitude

Hello! I don't have much to post. I am going to post more outfit posts soon, it's just been so cold and rainy that I've been wearing jeans and a huge wintery jacket. How ironic considering I live in California.

Anyway, today my advisor got mad at me because I "have too much attitude." She told me to do my homework in advisory, and I was like "I don't want to" and she goes "You should do your homework" and I was like "but I don't want to" and then she is like "you should" and I was like "so you're saying I have to?" and she goes "yeah, pretty much. you are distracting everyone." And then I probably did an UGH or an eye roll or bitch face or something, because afterwards she said that my attitude "wasn't great." Whatever. I like having attitude and sass. It's apart of my identity.

I'm also in the process of redecorating my room! I'm currently in search of vintage-y photos of landscapes (basically anything that would be in a National Geographic Magazine, but vintage-y) as well as vintage maps (if you have such things, feel free to email me if you care to DONATE such belongings). I'm planning on plastering my walls with vintage worldly photography, and then getting a map to put above my bed so I can mark all the places I want to visit and dream of travel and the world and the earth every night. My room recently went through a rough patch and barfed on itself, so now I need to clean it.

I've been really inspired by the world and just the naturalness and realness of things. I like things that are raw and uninhibited. I love nature even though I have a bug phobia but I just love the earth. I think that's one reason I'm so fascinated by Native Americans, because rather than conquering the earth like us nasty humans do nowadays, they felt they should respect the earth, and respect the animals and plants surrounding them. They were spiritual and just so fricken awesome. I wish I was part Native American. I wish I could convert to being Native American but that's impossible.

ALSO OMG. I have been so horrible at looking at blogs lately. I'm going to start being a more active blog reader though, especially to those of you who read my blog and we've actually talked and become friends and/or acquaintances! So thanks to all of y'all who actually read my blog regularly because it means a lot and I'm going to start returning the favor!

Bitch Faces for the Heart and Soul

I AM BAFFLED AND DISGUSTED BY YOU.

You honestly think you're cool? haha.. okay... 

Walk away. I'm speechless.

*UGH I love these earrings. I got them at a Tibetan store and they make me feel earthy. I love feeling earthyyyy <3 <3 <3